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Literature
One Last
I ask for one last kiss
One that will send shivers down my spine
I ask for one last hug
One that will warm my heart and soul
I ask for one last moment
One that I will remember when you've left
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I Love You
And of all the fish
in all of the salty sea
you're the one for me
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Beauty
Beauty shines beyond the trees
She lies there wondering
When it shall come to her
As the seasons change
She waits patiently
Leaving her mind in the sky
Wishing on every shooting star
Staring at the shinning moon
Wondering when the beauty shall come
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Sleep
Do not weep
Do not cry
Go to sleep now
For tomorrow is a new day
One step closer
To us being together
Once again
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Literature
Underneath
On the surface of the mask
Shows a calm and ready face
That appears to be ready
To take on any challenge that faces it
But underneath the mask
Is a terrified soul afraid
To face the world
Yet has no choice
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Bittersweet Lies
Sweet words are said
They turn to ice in mind
Their all a bitter lie
No matter how hard you try
To beleive their real
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You Aren't Here
When sitting in my room alone
Not being able to sit still
Or having nothing to do at all
I think of my favorite place
My special safe house
The place I can always go
Whether I'm stressed
Or just need out
A smile comes across my face
Then I pick up my phone and enter the text
"Hey, Darling, can I come over?"
Before I hit the send button
I realize I can't go to my favorite place
I can't go to my special safe house
Because you are my favorite place
You are my special safe house
But you aren't here anymore
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Cried
She fell to her knees, and dropped the razor
The water continued to fall from the shower
Pain has spread throughout her body
The feeling have gotten so much stronger
So she collapsed in tub, and cried
She just cried and cried and cried
Because she finally couldn't take it anymore
and broke down
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I Will Come Back
No matter how much she screamed, nothing would change. The news destroyed her. She cried for hours and hours, yet he still held her. Stroking her hair just to try and calm her down. She just sobbed more whenever he did.
"It'll be alright, Love. Time will pass and I'll be back before you know it."
He tried to wipe her tears, but it didn't really work. The tears were still dripping down her face. she gripped him tighter, and shoved her face into his chest.
"It will feel like forever," she mumbled "I don't want you to go. Please don't leave me here. What will I do..?"
"I have no choice, I'm sorry darling. I'd stay if I could." He kissed her upon the forehead. "I want you to stay strong for me."
She began to cry even more, not know how to handle this or what to say. She sat up and look him into his hazel eyes. They looked at each other for what seemed like forever, but was only 2 minutes. He kissed her on the lips, then pulled away.
"I will come back. I can promise you that. I won't leave
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Literature
What's The Point
What's the point in holding on
When all that you love
And all that you want and need
Is gone
Leaving you alone to face the world
On your own
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Still Leaving
I beg and I plead
Yet you're still leaving me
No matter how hard I try
No matter what I do
Nothing will change
You will still be leaving me
I have to keep my head up though
Because you said you'll return
"To my sweet kiss" you once said
The the pain of you leaving will fade
Then I'll get anxious for your return
But until then
I'll have all of our memories
Locked in my head
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Literature
In our hearts
You're not gone
You're all around us
The sun shine all over
All the little rain drops
The shadow on the ground
Every little thing
You may not be coming home
Because you're already there
In our hearts always
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Cancer
You sneak up behind us
Take the ones we love by surprise
Leaving us in tears
And without a friend to talk to
Or a family member to visit
Your dreadful curse takes lives everyday
Makes people suffer day in and day out
Families suffer everyday because of you
You silence people
Who still have a lot of things ahead of them
Cancer,
Why do you have to be so cruel?
Why do you have to take our loved ones?
Why can't you just leave us be,
So we can continue on without constantly
Being afraid that you'll show up at our door step.
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Relaxed
I'll stay up all night
With my window open
So I can listen to the breeze
The rain will start up soon
The sound of it trickling down
Will soothe me greatly
Leaving me relaxed
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Literature
You
You have given me purpose
A reason to live
You brought light to my soul
Love into my heart
You are my strength
You're why I'm still breathing
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True
I lost everything I was, true.
But all I was
I was for you.
And, oh,
Soldier girl,
I wish you knew
How I still cry
To think of you
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settled for sympathy
i am not afraid that you will leave me-
i am afraid of how i will hurt
when you do.
i never want to say
i used to feel pretty okay
when you were around,
how the world fell into patterns
of woven flowers in the
shared space between our hands
i am afraid that when you leave me,
you will take my heart with you;
that i will never be able to listen
to my favourite songs
because i will think of
the way my skin felt electric
when i was with you.
i never want to say
i didn't try
to hold on to the one
with fire in his smile,
a breath of oxygen
and the rapidity with which
it spread, wild
tell me, dear,
my beautiful-hearted boy,
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Mirror
Mirror, mirror, on the wall,
I refuse to be your china doll.
With your minions wielding microphones
Your gorgeous, dazzling, Barbie'd clones
Your lies, your smiles, your peddled "cure"
Your help, your love, your "Just a little bit more..."
"A little bit farther, and you'll lose who you were.
A little bit better, and you'll be just like her."

Mirror, mirror, at my feet,
Cracked and gone like once-was me,
Stop begging, stop pleading,
Stop lying, stop needing--
Let me go.
And leave.
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Perfectly Imperfect
How many times have we looked in the mirror
Hating what looks back?
Pinching the fat we see
On our hips
Stomach
Thighs
Tempted to just smash it
So we would never have to look
At out degrading selves again
Sometimes we cry
Or scream
Or curse
Or we find other things to hate
Teeth not straight
Eye color we hate
Nose too big
Pimple here, pimple there
Self-confidence is so hard to find
When you're hit hard everyday
With advertisements saying
'This product will help you lose this many pounds!'
'Wash your impurities right away with this cleanser!'
'Fix your smile right up with invisible braces!'
Basically
'Buy this product to fix your body and imperfections!'
But the fact is no matter how big or small we may be
Or how crooked our teeth might be
Or how big our nose may be
Or any other imperfection
We are all beautiful
Exactly the way we are
Big, small, short, tall
Because we were molded to be
Perfectly Imperfect
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everyone dies
"breathe,"
he tells her, because
her lips are bluer
than her eyes

that is all he can
think to say-
their hands stem
into each other
like cross-stitches,
lily-white and
puckered with veins

and
"breathe, you
have to breathe."
{she can't
hear him
over her
own
singing}
"mm," she hums
and it comes out
like broken song,
melodies stripped
of their warmth,
thin and hopeless-
like a piano
of bones.

"okay." he says,
tracing her skin.
time is running
on weeping
heels,
and its
like he's
looking
at her
from behind
a wall
of
glass
all he
can do is
watch as she
d
i
s
a
p
p
e
a
r
s
"there's rain
in your hair."
he gasps, because
the sky is bluer
than her lips
which are bluer
than her eyes

and they
are closing,
slowly,
gently-
her hair is
as wet as his eyes,
and all he can think
to say
this time
is
"oh,"
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Creativity
Tear out some paper,
Grab your trusty pen.
Take a sip from your
Frothy hot chocolate.
Understand that this is
Where the work begins.
Let all the gears groan
In pleasurable torment.
Words appear and vanish,
Flashing behind your eyes.
Try and catch them with
Your eager butterfly net.
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Hero
The day we call ourselves heroes,
is the day
we become villains.
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Weakness
First I want to assure you that nothing is wrong
There are just things I have needed to say for so long
I am writing this with the most nervous half-smile
I hope you will find reading this worth your while
I have put on an act for your sake for such a long time
I do not think that feeling like this is much of a crime
I have been thinking about this with some regularity
But it is only recently that I have established any clarity
After some horrible things to which I chose to resort
You brought me back with both comforting and support
After a short time our friendship grew into something more
My faith in humanity you were able to begin to restore
Now we are at such a turbulent point in both our lives
It will be difficult but I hope that our friendship survives
Because everything that you do in a manner that is so adroit
Has made my weakness for you something you could easily exploit
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Lies and betrayal
"Baby, I never meant to hurt you"
(That's a lie)
Acting like I had no feelings
"I won't forget you"
(That's a lie)
Until the next one
"I'll treasure the happy memories"
(That's a lie)
There aren't happy ones
"I…"
(These are all lies and you know it)
I won't listen no more
I'm leaving
You betrayed me
One time too much
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Insanity
I cannot help but begin to think that I am finally insane
Every single day I can feel the continuous mental strain
It has gotten to the point where I have started seeing things
My actions feel controlled, like a puppet on a bunch of strings
I think this has all happened because I was alone for so long
Although it might be because all of my choices have been wrong
The things I am seeing continue throughout the night
Though now I use them as inspiration to help me write
I do not want to tell you many details about all the things I see
The horrors of it all is something from which you need to stay free
You are actually managing to help me begin to recover
The way to help myself you have managed to uncover
Because of you and only you the horrors are beginning to disappear
Maybe because of all you done my mental stability will get the all clear
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Forget Me
I'm beginning to despise the words
I'm sorry
They hold no meaning
once you've said them more than twenty times an hour
The tears are getting old
as they salt your shining face
Glistening like pearls
Falling in perfect balance
It couldn't have been more rehearsed
Your words would mean more to me
if they hadn't changed so much
Which story will you tell me now?
The one where you are to blame
or is it her today?
Come on, tell me the truth
For a few moments there you forgot
Forgot about the promises we made
Forgot the love you claim is mine alone
Forgot that we had made a life together
For just a second, a heartbeat, a lifetime
you forgot about me
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you
the soft sound of a silent scream
tore through my soul, left me beaten
like a fallen angel with wings broken
broken by your anger
every cry lasted a lifetime
every fight took a piece of me
every scar reminds me...
of how we once were, we loved.
i let my heart build me a road
and it led straight back to you.
i let my sorrow build me a staircase
which led me back in your embrace
the stories tell of a broken man
they tell of how something bad
can turn into something amazing
how a broken heart can be rebuild
how lost trust can be found again.
how even the darkest nights end
and the sun will shine again, but not for me.
for me the sun only shows my fear
of how i will lose you, one day
of how i will make a mistake that will end it
no matter how hard i try
no matter how hard i fight
i never seem to understand why.
why you hate me, why you love me?
maybe it is best to leave me
to never see me again
just to protect you from my pain
just leave me be, leave me with all i am
all my missery, all my
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Gary-thedreamingpoet Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Professional Writer
Have a wonderful birthday :)
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Ginger-Lynn Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012
I did, thank you :)
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spriggan-62 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2011
I appreciate the :+fav:s...
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Gary-thedreamingpoet Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2011  Professional Writer
Thank you for the fave :heart: Sorry you're having a tough time :(
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Ginger-Lynn Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2011
you're welcome, and it'll be alright, I hope..
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AndiLynn3 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
THANKS FOR ALL THE FAVES! :iconmultifaveplz:
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Ginger-Lynn Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2011
No problem!
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:iconsmile--plz:
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AndiLynn3 Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fav on 'True Love' and thanks for visiting my gallery! :iconthnxfavplz:
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Ginger-Lynn Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2011
I'm not done yet :)I'll look more tomorrow :D
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